What did I do to deserve this?

I feel.....

-completely forgotten
-not wanted
-that I don't exist
-a person whose roll here on earth is to take up that extra space
-not loved
-heartless
-a nobody
-no one
-a shadow

Is it going to be like this for the rest of my life? I guess some friends just go. Just a few words that accidentally run out of my mouth just ruined my life completely. Sometimes I don't even believe there is a God out there. I thank you most of the time whenever i get a chance to sit down alone in the dark and start a prayer, but i guess he just created for just because he had extra time on his hands. Why even exist in the world if its going to be like this? thanks alot for nothing.....peace

You've changed me

I was always the type of person who wouldn't give a damn about a thing. Always letting things happen, letting problems fly, never in the picture, etc. Its amazing how I can learn a whole bunch of new perspectives from one person aside from 6 teachers at school HAHA! You have changed me. You made me into a much stronger person. I have never felt so positive in my life. You gave me hope that we will never break apart and no one ever tells me that. I always think about you before I make a choice. I never have thought that i would put it that way before, and thats a good sign because your like no other. You have taught me to never give up on the things i want to achieve in my life and my dreams i want to reach and acquire. You are definitely a different one and nothing will get between us nor hinder me from loving you. We got this.

I LOVE YOU little one ;)